Pending...
2004-11-17
@ 8:30 p.m.
When will I know that I've gotten over you?
When will I know that I can move on with my life?
When will I know that it's alright to start seeing people?
Will I ever stop thinking about you?
Will I stop wondering what you're doing right now and who you're with?
Will I stop going around in circles?
It's not easy for me being your friend, how I talk like nothing happened. It's not easy when you speak of the past so casually. Sometimes I wonder if I was just another number, because for me, you weren't a number. You were THE ONE. Sounds foolish to make such an assumption I know. Maybe I should just say you were the first that I was so willing to give up everything.
Sigh, I'm just a dumb fool who is truly blind and broken. Maybe I should erase this entry...