Tangled streams of thoughts!
2005-01-18
@ 9:00 a.m.
Last night was one with mixed thoughts: happy sad confusing thoughts all ending with several question marks.
Feeling tired from a long day's work; a good feeling knowing Ah Kow is recovering from her rash outbreak; a dumb feeling after a telephone conversation knowing that something was amiss; a sense of comfort and relief finding out what it was and rectifying it; anger when I encountered inconsiderate drivers; a sense of dread having to go out again just to listen to a friend talk about his ex; and thank god it was a pretty good chat.
I wish I could say where all this leads to. I wish I could say tonight's events led me to thinking of her, but I can't. I'm thinking of her all the time. Last night's events was one I couldn't sort out.
All I can say is that I was very tired last night, physically and mentally drained.