Myanmar here I come...
2005-01-30
@ 10:38 p.m.
I'll be flying off tomorrow. The feeling is strangely familiar as I recall how I used to do this in a different place and different time...
I rest my head on my hands and think about her, wondering to myself if everything was good and if I was whole again. Yet at the back of my mind I already knew the answer. Yup, and that is the answer to the question that's been boggling my mind. So the end result? Sit still, do nothing, react to nothing, don't say yes, act blur, don't give a fuck.
Yup I'm numb. I live by the principle that whatever happens happen for a reason and not to go against it. If it happens, it happens. There's even a song for it. :)
Don't project, don't connect, protect. Don't expect, suggest.
Thanks for the advice!