We might as well be strangers
2005-04-19
@ 7:54 p.m.
Do you know the feeling where try to do something and it fails miserably?
Tonight, I just did that, in an attempt to... I don't really know what I was doing, all I wanted was to bridge that widening gap between us.
So I tried opening up. Tell people my thoughts. Yup, real smooth elvin.
I crashed. I burned. I suck.
Yea, eventually I'll console myself by saying its through failures that we will learn success or something along those lines.
But for tonight, it's just fucked up.
Maybe its true, we are no longer friends, merely acquaintances, shadows of the past.
Believe me, I want to make it work. But looking at the way things are and where it's continuing to go, I don't know how.